I'm tired of everyone I know. Of everyone I see on the street and on TV. On the other side. Nobody's waiting for me on the other side.I hate them all, I hate them all. I hate myself for hating them. So drink some more.I'll love them all. I'll drink even more. I'll hate them even more than I did before I'm tired of being so judgemental of everyone. I will not go to sleep. I will train my eyes to see that my mind is this blood as a birch on a tree.